The world, my butt and my son.

I haven’t really been on lately. Been very busy. Since I’ve been waddling around being pregnant and all, of course I had to but a pause on the weight loss. I also got married. On Halloween! And we’ve been potting training our son. I also got a job! Almost at my 90 days, so the probation period is almost over. I feel like I’m everywhere. So tired. I used to sleep at like 10 pm or 11 pm. Not too bad, but now it’s like 8 pm. I work at 5 am so I know why my schedule is all off, and I thank god my mom helps out with my son. Bc the husband doesn’t get off work till 10 pm.

Aside from all that, I am happy. Super happy. I got lucky and married my baby daddy. I have lots of friends who have different baby daddies or they separate and have this crazy relationship. Idk. I just feel lucky that he and I have stayed together for 2 years, have a really adorable son and another one on the way (yes, it’s a BOY!) And we had a romantic wedding.  I’ve been in a lovey dovie mood. It’s ok :)

What an awesome trip!

I had so much fun with my boyfriend’s family. And they had fun with us.

Ok so the moment is here! Time to tell you my secret! I’m not sure if you figured it out from my last two posts. But yepp, I’m pregnant.

I’m 8 weeks. I’ve kept my weight. I’ve been signed up to this website babycenter.com, it informs me that I should only gain around 5 to 10 pounds because I am considered obese. Which is alright, I don’t mind gaining the weight.

I was surprised by the pregnancy, and I did think it was a bit early to have another baby since my son is 14 months old. (Yes, I’m one of those who uses months. When you have a kid you’ll understand.) But I’m happy. My boyfriend and I are happy about having another child. We already have names picked out. We went back and fourth on the boy’s middle name and my bf came up with a beautiful middle name for the girl.

EVERYONE is saying it’s a girl. I want another boy. I took a Gender Predictor pee test. I’m not sure how accurate they are, but I took one when I was pregnant with my son and it turned out it was right. Well this time it said that it’s a boy. Let’s cross our fingers!

Aside from all this, I’m also going to be an Aunt! Yup. Two weeks before I’m due. My mom will have 3 grandchildren as of March. Our families are very excited.

Just because I’m going to be eating for two doesn’t mean I should not be healthy. I’m still going to work out. I’m still going to live the life I’ve been living. I ‘ll keep you guys updated :)

(Source: abbiiswaggs)

Its been a crazy 2 weeks. Almost over. It’s bittersweet. Going to miss the family but we miss our bed.
Told everyone the big secret tho.
Even took a different test to see what it is. Of course its not accurate but its fun to have something in mind.
Had a tie dye party. Did my first tie dye. And now wearing my first tie dye t-shirt!
Tomorrow we start the journey back home. Italy going to take us around 18 to 19 hours.
Next year we’re taking an airplane.
It was suprising i lost 1 lb last week. I ate like a pig.
We’ll see about this week tho.

Hey guys. Do i have a secret for you!
Unfortunately I won’t be able to reveal it to you until next week.
I’ll see if i can say it soon.
My weight loss journey has to slow down for it.
But we’ll see!

Size: 16 Jeans/ 14-16 dress, XL Shirts
Age: 22
Height: 5’3
Current Weight: : 192 lbs
Highest Weight: 202 lbs
Lowest Weight: 145 lbs
Goal Weight: 130 lbs
Favorite Binge Food: Homemade Hispanic (fats) food
Favorite Exercise?: Walking
What Makes You Slip Up?: Family makes food that smells delicious.
What Makes You Strong?: Son. He wants to play all the time.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?: From 1100 to 1500 a day.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?: An over-weight mom.
Are You In A Relationship?: Yes. Practically married.
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends?: The fat.
Ever Been To A Psychologist?: Yes. As a child for anger management.
Are You On Any Medication?: No.
I AM -
[] anorexic
[] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] eating something
[] under 100lbs
[] starving myself
[] participating in a fast
[] vegan
[x] losing weight healthily
PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more
[]don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have tried to stop me
I WISH -
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[] I was under 100lb
[] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[] I was prettier
[] I could stop being ana/mia
[] I had a boy/girlfriend
[] I could disappear
I LOVE -
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[] shaking
[] being weak
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
I HATE -
[x] when people stare
[] being asked questions
[] having to eat
[] being single
[] wearing short skirts
[x] being fat
[x] looking ugly
[x] feeling this way
[] fat people
I NEED -
[x] more support
[] people to stay out of my business
[x] more friends
[] someone to know
[] less food
[x] more water
[x] a gym membership
[x] to lose 50 lbs
[x] to lose 30 lbs
[x] to lose 10lbs
1.Favorite time to workout?
Evening
2. Favorite place to workout?
Outside, walking through the neighborhoods.
3. Favorite workout shirt.
One that keeps me cool. It’s hot over here.

4. Favorite workout shorts:
Prefer yoga pants or yoga capris.

5. Favorite song to listen to while working out.
I’m sexy and I know it.
6. Weights exercise you like most.
N/A
7. Favorite post workout snack.
Chocolate Protein Shake.
8. How do you get to your place of working out?
I walk.
9. Would you workout if you didn’t have to in order to stay fit and healthy?
Yes, makes me feel good.

10. Favorite thing to do to pass time during cardio.
Music or stare at some hot guys.
11. How many times per week do you exercise?
4 to 5 times a week.
12. What gets you most motivated to workout?
I remind myself every day and I thik about how healthy I want to become.

13. Do you work alone or with a partner?
Sometimes alone, sometimes with a partner.
14. Any embarrassing moments while running or at the gym?
Sometimes, feel like they laugh at me when running or walking with my son and I’m sweating.

15. Water or sports drink?
Water.

16. Favorite thing about working out?
Breathing at the end of a workout lol.

So lately I’ve been walking. Almost everyday. 1 mile plus. Doesn’t sound like much but for a fat ass in Las Vegas, it can make you sweat.
It takes me around 20 minutes to walk a mile. I take Tripp (my son) with me. I put him in his car or the stroller. I put both either way. He likes looking at cars passing us and at different house.
My friend goes with me. She doesn’t need to lose weight but if she feels like that I won’t change her mind.
But I feel like today’s meals give my body a break from the hard work I’ve been doing. NO I’M NOT REWARDING MYSELF LIKE A DOG. But I’m giving it those necessary nutrients that comes in certain food. I know a lot of people believe in that and some don’t. Its ok. You do what you got to do.

June 10

Food Intake:

Breakfast:

Spinach Omelet (102 cal.)

Snack:

Ham, sliced (52 cal.)

Lunch:

Unfortunately, I didn’t even know it was lunch time or what time it was…

Dinner:

Fruit Salad (442 cal.) Banana, Nectarine, Frozen Mixed Berries.

Potato Wedges (270 cal.)

Work Out:

I worked out and sweated quite a bit. It may not seem like a lot but, let me tell you what lol… Here are some pictures of what I did.

30 Days of Weight Loss Challenge

Day Five: Why do you really want to lose weight? Are you doing it for you?

I want to lose weight not only for my son, but also for me. I’m not happy with the way I look. I’m not happy with me. I also want to not lose my breath when I play with my son. So I really want to lose weight so I can look good as a mom. I’m doing it for my son, and me.

June 9

Food Intake:

Breakfast:

Grande Coffee Light Frappuccino (120 cal.)

Snack:

Edamame (100 cal.)

Lunch:

Cheese Quesadilla (298 cal.)

Dinner:

Chicken Breast, broiled (150 cal.)

Re-fried Beans (237 cal.)

Salad (149 cal.)

Dirty Rice (170 cal.)

30 Days of Weight Loss Challenge

Day Four: Your greatest fears about weight loss.

My greatest fears about weight loss is no one noticing I lost weight. I know it takes several weeks for anyone to notice but the thought is always there. Another fear is not losing the weight. Trying hard and doing everything possible and in the end finding out that I have a disease that wont allow me to lose weight. It might sound stupid to some but I guess that’s how I think. Idk I need to work on that too lol :)

It’s late I know! I went out last night. And didn’t have time to post “/ but the cool thing is I didn’t drink or eat because of course it was late. And I’m not much of a drinker anymore.

Food Intake:

Breakfast:

Oatmeal with mixed berries

Snack:

Half an egg

1/2 cup re-fried beans

2 tbsp. shredded cheese

Lunch:

Unfortunately, I don’t know why I didn’t eat…

Dinner:

3 pupusas!

Snack:

1 1/2 cups Edamame

Water Intake:

101.2 oz.

Work Out:

30 minute walk

30 Days of Weight Loss Challange

Day Three: Picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?

I don’t like the last part of the question. Makes me feel weird. I want to be my own thinspiration but I love what the picture says and how the women in the picture is doing something that makes her muscles pop, but she looks strong. I want to be strong :)

So today… Today…

Food Intake

Breakfast:
Spinach omelette with cheese.
Snack:
Chips & Cucumber Dip
Lunch:
Quesadilla
Snack:
Pita bread & Cucumber Dip
Dinner:
2 cups Spaghetti
1 1/2 cups Marinara
2 slices Garlic Bread
I had fun at dinner lol.

Water Intake:
117.4 oz!!!
Hell yeah!

Work Out:
Bikini Blaster 1! HIIT IT HARD! (twice) http://youtu.be/tX-rgPB0kS8
30 jumping jacks
40 crunches
10 vertical leg crunches
20 oblique crunches
30 Russian Twists (Mason Twists)
50 sec. plank
34 sit ups
17 push ups

30 Days of Weight Loss Challenge
Day Two: How tall are you? Do you like your height?
I am 5’3. 63 inches tall.
I would like to be a little taller like 5’5 or 5’6. That’s my ideal height. But it’s ok. Sometimes there are perks to being a shorty :)